I Tried

I tried to take your pain away

I wanted to let you know it's ok

Although you watched my world crumble

And as I reached for you

I again was all alone

I wanted to take that feeling from you

So you'd know forgiveness is love

I know the deepest sadness

I know what it feels to be utterly alone

I didn't need it taught to me

I didn't need suffering

I was almost on my way out from it when I met you

Why wouldn't you help me

I tried

Why couldn't you love me

I tried

Everyday I'd take away your pain if only you felt

It wasn't juste who deserves shame

I know there have been many

Let me be the last

I love you too much

For you to Hurt as I have

Every since I was a girl

I hurt inside each day more

You changed that

And although it was fake

I'll take every moment

For is never known it

God I tried

Why can't you try

Who hurt you so bad

You don't know true heartache

Why I wanted to heal you inside

I don't want your love of it's only out of pity

Tell me quickly

So you can go wherever you consider home

I thought you were my home

I thought you my equalizer

For all the wrong done against me

Why why can't you see

My love was never free

It was diseased

But you made it whole

You filled my empty soul

I reached for you

My hand you ignored

Wanted to heal your pain

God I know that pain

I tried