She Didn't Have Time

He said goodbye from the edge of the porch

Like she'd been some casual friend

He said "You're better off without me, I'm not what you need" like her momma had said about him

He started the car pulled out of the drive didn't waste anytime lookin back

She watched him go thinkin even a stranger would show more compassion than that

She could've cried but she didn't have time

She had a baby to feed, a pink blanket to find, to rock their little one to sleep

She could've laid in bed for hours giving misery the power

But she didn't have time

She got a sitter and she got a job 'cause she had a promise to keep

Her day was a factory and evenin survival and night was exhaustion and sleep

Sometimes she felt life was passing her by and watching was all she could do

Her friends said "You gotta get outta the house and maybe you'll meet someone new"

She could've tried but she didn't have time

She had a five years old to feed, she had ballet class, piano lessons and t-ball little league

She could've laid awake for hours giving lonely nights the power

But she didn't have time

Not time, where would she find the time to trust a man again

Not time, for that flat tire, a crowded parking lot and then,

Not time, but yes have coffee with the man that got her tire fixed

She was thinking "Gosh, he's handsome"

When he asked

"Do you have kids?"

She could've lied but she didn't have time, all she said was "She's five"

He said "I saw the car seat, I love kids, does she have your eyes"

And they sat and talked for hours givin destiny its power

She could've been afraid to fall in love that night

But she didn't have time

She could've been afraid to fall in love that night

But she didn't have time