Forever No More

No more invisible speechless, deaf and bling child

With neglected pleasures being addicted to denial

Floating through time, gravitating towards a warm arm

With an appetite for the emptiness that promises no harm

No more uncontrollable eruptions of emotional depression

A primal S.O.S. from the barren prison of selfless expression

that only the guilty with the innocent

Souls-know buried in social scar tissue of defective ego

No more relentless sifting through bodies seeking self

Settling through competitive combat for what's left on the shelf.

A mad melee of supply and demand driven by gullible pride that

leads to sedating the you that suffocates inside

No more - forever no more - because I've unshut my eyes

And the differences between God's word and Man's Wills was realized

Seeing opposing parallel lives some liquid, other frozen. Let me to never

seek from man what God has chosen.

Then the negative whispering subsided and the panicking ceased

the undercurrent suppression of pent-up terror was released as the

mystery of the unknown manifested pristine clear A positive message

of truth entered my ear

Now, across my face is a brand new smile

With a newly revealed meaning of a "Destine Child"

A message of hope is being released from my Heart

And I am overwhelmed with dedication to do my part

All I ever wanted was to be as I once was - Unbounded

Somehow it got all twisted and before long sounded

As though life was continuous connive-thrive-drive

Choking out the simple joy of just being alive

Now I am filled with love and I sing a love song

A song for yesterday, today, tomorrow, and beyond

My new prayer is - Thank You God for setting Me Free

And Thank You God - For Giving Me back Me