Not There Yet

I don't wanna work anymore

I just wanna live instead

Everyone is saying I'm all grown up

I've come a long way but I'm not there yet

Where did the summer go

I was just hitting my stride

It's this insanity

Takes me along for the ride

And I swam the oceans and the seven seas

Knowing that fate would strike eventually

You gotta hit rock bottom if you wanna come out on top

Where did the winter go

I just got used to the cold

And it’s this maturity

Keeps me from getting too old

And I saw a snow fall on a thousand towns

With a sense of purpose I had just then found

You gotta run real far before you ever feel close to home

You know I'm not there yet

Been working myself into a lonely state

You know I'm not there yet

Been breaking my back to find another way

And it's been a long time coming

I deserve to take a holiday