Surrounded

I feel the walls close around me

Shadows dance before my eyes

I hear the clock tick, it's talking

Telling tales of wasted time

Just need to catch my breath

I've been under too much stress

Trapped -- I've been too long here on the inside

I'm stranded, stuck here on my own

I'm trapped -- A prisoner of my own design

On the brink of sensory overload

When desperation surrounds me naturally I

rationalize

But will this calm leave, forsake me with the

night apostatize?

Can't help, but hold my breath

Afraid of what comes next:

Trapped -- I've been too long here on the inside

I'm stranded, stuck here on my own

I'm trapped -- A prisoner of my own design

On the brink of sensory overload

Never felt so alone

Anguish hits me like a stone

Who can I blame for engineering my fate

When what I love becomes what I hate?

I'm finally out of breath

Feels like there's nothing left