Neither Here Nor Missed

If I had been the one like this

And now you were neither here nor missed

It's the same thing it's that same hurt every day

And without it, there's no stress I need to face

When you lie

And you fucking steal and fucking cheat and lie

No it's not the same and don't you ever try

Don't know what it's like to fucking be alive

All the time

The times have not been kind I see

And so you will take it out on me

Never ending is the way it starts to seem

And your actions are what's killing all my dreams

When you lie

And you fucking steal and fucking cheat and lie

No it's not the same and don't you ever try

Don't know what it's like to fucking be alive

All the time

It's a chance I must take

And it's my mistake to make

Through what's real and what is fake

I now see the rules I have to break

If I had been the one like this

And now you were neither her nor missed

It's the same thing

It's that same hurt every day

And without it, there's no stress I know I'll face

When you lie it's a chance I must take

And it's my mistake to make

Though what's real and what is fake

I now see the rules I have to break