Pale

Speechless and fearful

Suffocated by air

Escaped from your gasping

I couldn't stay there

One single day longer

Now that I had

Exposed what your facades

And walls didn't say

Attracted by wisdom

And seductive psalms

I followed your footsteps

Wherever I was

Talking by glances

People stay dumb

Hostile words getting

Even meaner like this

Your lap offered comfort

Deliverance your touch

Divine and indulgent

You hurt me so much

I woke up but it was

Already too late

I said if I shall die

Please never here

Leaving I may be

While knowing for sure

Soon I will be with you...

...again