Tears of Laughter

I would be crying tears of laughter

If I could see me smile again

I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon

I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness

I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon

I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence

Like a disciple of a witness

I judge upon my sacred eye

Still found the origin

In what's left of me inside

Ca I call this my burden

Or is this just my dream to fly?

Weaker, weaker every day

I forgot my urge to fly away

And is my life as bare as it is?

Cold and lonely enough?

Have you achieved what you were longing for?

Sad enough this cannot be undone

I drop my eyes and shiver as I see

The reflection in the mirror of me

Have you given up, my friend?

Forgiveness be mine