Trust

All by myself, writing another page

A list of deep thoughts to deal with what

Was unfair

But I can't believe I'm sober

And the pain is flowing through

Knowin' that within my soul a regret digs

The deepest hole

Over and over, still sober

Bearing the sacrifice, unholy paradise

That's why I will surrender

I shouldn't have trust the lie

It's sad I have tried

What am I gonna do?

Just another quick addiction

Is not what I wanted

You will understand

I'll learn how to heal myself

A cut needs to mend

Erase, destroy and repent?

And I can't help but take cover

From the storm we are sailing through

Drowning in a sea of regrets

Falling in lake of fire

Lie's over. I've been there.

I can trust myself, I have paid my amend

Can you live with the remembrance?

I can trust myself, me and no one else

Will you fear the consequences?

No you won't

What are you gonna do?

Bearing the sacrifice, unholy paradise

It will be the reason why

I shouldn't have trust the lie

It burns like a fire

What am I gonna do