By My Side

Dig myself into this hole everyday

No ones around to take the blame

I can't accept the fact I've been lead astray

Just numb myself, numb myself every day

Life holding me down

Without a chance for me

Snake eyes on every roll

No control for myself

So this is it I can't live this life

Folding on the draw I owe it to strife

So this is it watch my demise

No other choice withholding all the cries

I accept this punishment my so called life

I have suffered laughing at my cries

You are my only savor

My only piece of mind

Nothing to be wasted I need you at my side

Drown myself inside this bottle again

Nothing inside to make it end

I'm so disgusted by the things that I see

My mind is tired somebody put me to sleep

I can't stop living this way

Failure runs deep deep in my veins

Is this my only escape

My only way to ease the pain

Life holding me down

Without a chance for me

Snake eyes on every roll

No control for myself

So this is it I can't live this life

Folding on the draw I owe it to strife

So this is it I watch my demise

No other choice withholding all the cries

I accept this punishment my so called life

I have suffered laughing at my cries

You are my only savior

My only piece of mind

Nothing to be wasted I need you at my side

In this world I'm so alone hurt

And heartache is all I know