Fucked Up

How do it feel to be high without drugs?

Some say it's the feelin of love for yourself

I can't call it, I just threw up in the toilet

And all my life I said I wasnt gonna be no alcholic

I'm flailin son, tryin to stay sober

but the alchohol be callin son like a ghost

So let's make a toast to my liver and my kidneys

Pour out a little Henny here's to gout in your twenties

Not many niggaz make it to 30 we ride dirty

Breath stinkin, already drinkin, bright an' early

Out an earl na smirnoff, gin and 8 ball

Passed out on the bathroom floor with my clothes off

Remember them knickies? tall can't fit in they dickies?

Before they put them cameras up in the corna store

We used to be so much fun when we was young

Tryin to holler at somethin smellin like 151

Gettin thrown out the club all buzzed I'm bout to get the gun, dawg

But I ain't even know where I was

My nigga emae had to carry me home a many day

It was Heineken, dreks, engays, and eng

They say alcoholism is in my DNA

cause my pops liked to get fucked up the same way

They say alcoholism is in my DNA

cause my pops liked to get fucked up the same way

I got so fucked up last night I passed out

assed out man I couldnt even get to the house

and I know I shouldnt been drinkin on an empty stomach

but the fliest said open bar I said fuck it

went from vodka to rum, from rum to cogniac

and my body feel like ive been fightin in combat

and ive been coughin up yellow shit breakin a sweat

i've been shakin like a leaf but thats just what I get

for pourin my own poison and throwin it back

and its not enough to just know better you gotta act

I know I said that the last time

but I was havin such a good time