This Long Hour

Make it go away

This is not the first time it's loud

Shouting for more space

And I can only hear this one sound

I am now awake

Stepping out and breaking from lines

Something has been changed

But not enough to make up your mind

It's setting fire to my ideals

and I just don't know

how much more that I can take

I can't stand in this line anymore

now I know I can feel this

I can't even decide if I know

how to be whatever this is

Take each breath at a time

just to hold myself here now disarmed

Who's in control now I'm awake

I'll throw one straight stone

at a time at this fearful reflection

of my face in front of me, I'll change

it's grown hard now to breathe

I will learn and I will find a new way

Is it a mistake, this is not the first time

it's loud, shouting for more space

And I can only hear this one sound

I can't stand in this line anymore

now I know I can feel this

Who's in control now I'm awake, cos I am not

I'll throw one straight stone

at a time at this fearful reflection

of my face in front of me, I'll change

it's grown hard now to breathe

I will learn and I will find a new way

I'll throw one straight stone

at a time at this fearful reflection

of my face in front of me, I'll change

it's grown hard now to breathe

I will learn and I will find a new way

Who's in control now I'm awake

'Till the end of this long hour

This one thing, that I really wanna know

Who's in control now I'm awake

'Till the end of this long hour

This one thing, that I really wanna know

I can't stand in this line anymore

now I know I can feel this

Who's in control now I'm awake, cos I am not

I'll throw one straight stone

at a time at this fearful reflection

of my face in front of me, I'll change

it's grown hard now to breathe

I will learn and I will find a new way

I'll throw one straight stone

at a time at this fearful reflection

of my face in front of me, I'll change

it's grown hard now to breathe

I will learn and I will try, now to breathe

I"ll learn to define, how this feels

I'll learn, I can't wait in this line

It's not who I am