Forfeiture Of Life

I stare at rusted structures

Creation ignored abandoned

Left to die

In these forsaken halls voices softly cry

Mourning

Inside so long

Now there's no way out

Every moment within

An eternity

I have never thought

Never pretended

That i deserved more than this

If you'd only ask

I'd give it all back

A forfeiture of life

My life

Through existence i am falliing

Blurs of pale grey and blue

Shattered heart, pierced together

So long i've played this game

Dead dreams

The silent screams

Of hopes buried alive

Covered eyes

Unwilling to see

The empty ruins of my life

The lights have never worked here

Twisted cracks smirk through the plaster

I believe they've always been here

If you'r silent you can here my dying

You probably think it sounds like breaking

You think i'm still living