Many Wills

I'm lying on my bed now

No morning gives me promise

of a glorious day

Will happiness return'

I overdrink the day

I overdring the night

I'm drinking forth myself

abroad to an empty loss

down to a sunless sea

to drown in my own misery

Will my happiness return'

Will the night lay to rest?

Future-expectations there?

Hopeful promise anywhere?

Will my happiness return?

Will the night lay to rest?

Will the rainbow bridge my ways?

Will there be glorious days?

I'm a stranger for the world

Nevermore to dance

Isolation in my rooms

Oh hell that I was born

Too many wills that don't come true

No chance to realize

The final countown, final flight

to false illusions, astral suicide

I'll stop my sadness, use the key

to the outlet of my misery