State of Trust

Like a crack in the clean slate

I see emotion take over the rational

We are the favoured sons of reason

With tools at our disposal

Squandered day by day

Strip the thoughts

Heal the system

Take the original back

It is inside me

It is inside me now

If this is all I can remember

Can I ever trust myself

Like a flash or a fleeting glance

I see movement in the corner of my eye

Now the mind goes into overdrive

To process and deceive

How will I ever know

Give up the experience

To halt the fictional mind

It is inside me

It is inside me now

Block out all that makes it painful

Set the pieces back in place

If this is all that I remember, can I ever

trust myself

I track movement

Like light behind my eyes

Made to match up

With what I tell myself each day

My experience

Is what I do not know

And one I cannot trust

It infects the marrow

A virus of ideas

It is inside me

It is inside me now

What my mind is telling me

Must come undone

If this is all that I remember, can I ever trust myself