I'm Not Sleeping

She comes to me at night when I'm sleeping

She comes to me when I'm alone

She comes to me, she holds my head when I'm crying

She comes to me, she shuts my eyes

She brings me home

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

She tells me when you look at me, she tells me when you're lying

She tells me when you talk about me, she lays me on the floor

She tells me when you're whispering, she lies beside me naked

She tells me when you laugh at me and she locks all the doors

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

1-2-3-4-5-6-7a.m.

All alone again

But I've been through all this shit before

Spend my nights in self defense

Cry about my innocence

But I ain't all that innocent anymore, more, more

I see her on the TV, I see her in the movies

I see her in these animals that dance inside my head

I'll follow you down baby, down into this valley

I'll follow you down baby, but I won't come up again

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

I'm not sleeping

I'm not sleeping anymore

I said rain rain go away

come again some other day,

cause I got all this shit to say

but I've gone back to find my way.

My sister's mother's favorite son

lost among the chosen one,

but I've got news for everyone

cause I'm going out that door