Jacob's Ladder

To say that all of those words meant something

Would be to say that your petty wars killed everything

And I wonder if we ever had one of those moments

Because I can't count the times

I tried to cut away the dead, hoping to grow up again

How much I tried to kill the smiling boy

The burden of falling out of the womb

How much "not enough" I ever received

I will solve these dreams before I wake up this time

This loss weighs, it will always weigh