Lose Control

When do I feel it?

When do I feel it in my bones?

That kind of breathing

Whispering mysteries to my soul

I think it's when I lose control

I think it's when I lose control

We can't keep fighting for a steady life, so

I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home

When do I see it?

When do I understand this better?

After the ashes

When will the pieces come together?

I think it's when I lose control

I know it's when I lose control

But we can't keep fighting for a steady life, so

I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home

The wind like a feather toward home

With hope

With hope

When I die my body will say goodbye

To the things that held me down

To the fear that kept my hands tied

When I'm gone my heart will carry on

Past the valleys I called my home

Where my questions and concerns will piece together

Until then

I'll ride the wind like a feather toward home

The wind like a feather toward home

When the bows about to break

From the wind that hell can throw

And my body's shot

From fighting it with everything

When will the calm that was here before

Drag the clouds of sorrows storm?

I think it's when I lose control

I know it's when I lose control

We can't keep fighting for a steady life