Apparition

Apparition is the name of a friend

That goes away in the end

You are my cancer and

You kept me going and

All this time all I could do

Was feel you and touch you

And just feel the blackness of your skin

But it became the blackness of your heart, and

Inside you would laugh

And I just... have to laugh

Ha, ha ha ha

Ha, ha ha ha ha

You’re... my cancer

And all this time when I thought that you were

The same, that you were just stubborn

They hadn’t changed, and you had changed

Back into what you used to be,

Into what you said you’d never be again,

And here you go again, and spinning round and round

Ha, ha ha ha

Ha, ha ha ha ha

Ha!