Internal Darkness

Sunshine

I wait for dawns recurrent light

I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself

Moonlight

Calmly shines through the night

I stare at these old phptgraphs

My heart beats fast

I find no peace to read or write

My soul is lost

My spirit's down

There's no one in the dark

My little world has lost it's light

The dim serene

I can't escape at all and my thoughts reveal

I can't forget the better days behind closed doors

I'm still confused and longing for

Behind this lowered window blinds

I'm holding back my tears and find

I think I shall never know

why I'm like this and you are so

We all know,

wahat happened through the years

where dreams lie still

I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead

I can't redo it all again