Back Door

I am shrouded in darkness

I crouched in wasted years

I lingered, I can't get through

Dazzled between far and near

Like the elegies relate to days beyond recall

I lingered in many memories

And again I stumbled through the back door

Seeing you, a misty shadow

I feel my repression, I can't go on

And again I am falling backwards

Tomorrow I will be here again

A silent mute of a black desire

Tomorrow I will be here again

Tomorrow I'll be here again

Be here again, be here again

I am tired of tears and laughter

Or what may come hereafter

I am weary of days and hours

Desires, dreams and powers

Although it makes me weep

It is you, I wanna keep