In Perfection

This is the beginning of the end

From this point on and on

Nothing will ever be the same again

My life is going its own way, running its own race

I need structure, I need belief

Now I can't find a single word... speechless

Now I can't find a single emotion... numb

How can I get my life back...dead?

Stranded I am

Trapped I feel

Defeated by time

My mind still stands here

Twisting, turning and changing it all

Reforming me into something I don't recall

I wanna set things straight

I wanna make things clear

This is who I am

This is what I feel

This is how I die

Now I can't find a single word... speechless

Now I can't find a single emotion... numb

How can I get my life back...dead?