This Time

All seems wasted now you comb your hair

While your eyes search for a backdoor to get out

All you could do was to leave your deeds at the door

As you entered this room of sickness and doubt

But i saw you put down the memories in your coat just before

Now you want to drink but need someone to pour

To pour your heart out

This time

You know this is real

When you're scared to reveal

This time

Could you leave this now

Even if you knew how

This time

Looking over your shoulder

You have become older

This time

Are you afraid to die

With nothing left the pressure is off

To become all you needed to survive

With a color black you would not be blessed

In a church that decides on color and puts a price

On a paradise you now seem to know so well

But i knkow

I see jesus in your eye, so kiss the sky... and leave this now

Now i have seen what grace looks like

This time

You know this is real

When you're scared to reveal

This time

Could you leave this now

Even if you knew how

This time

Looking over your shoulder

You have become older

This time

Are you afraid to die

We had an intimate talk

With god you and i

Me with my words and you in silence

All you said was

I like that

But i saw jesus in your eyes

This time

You know this is real

When you have nothing more to reveal

This time

Would you leave this now

Even if you knew how

This time

Looking over your shoulder

You have become older

This time

You're not afraid to die