The Martyr

I see you in bed again

So worthy of being hated

You're dreaming all this time

You've torn out my heart again

So easy to be misleaded

For thinking this was right

We've done this many times

No more, fuck off, take it, there is no God

We would've engaged by now

There is no God, only me

In serving out your life you will see light

You see the martyr and it's harder

So you fallout into grace

No room for the tears again

You suffer, you've been mistreated

In my eyes you're a creature

You're tasting the limes again

Misery will follow

Too late for feeling sorry

In serving out your life you will see light

You see the martyr and it's harder

So you fallout into grace

I've got one simple question

How many times will this cloud fall?

Until there's no reason

Follow me out

You try to swallow

In serving out your life you will see light

You see the martyr and it's harder

So you fallout into grace

It's your Christ again

Is your Christ a friend?

Follow no more

There is no reasoning behind this

All the suffering keeps me stumbling

There is no reason behind this

For all this pain that's still around

Pain that's still around

There is no God, only me