What I See

This feeling haunts me.

Behind these eyes

The shell seems so empty.

Though I wonder if anything lives inside?

I want to live

I wish I was dead

My heart aches to bleed.

I'm cheated from what I see.

Freedom holds a double-edge for me.

I look in your eyes and see...

I want to live.

I wish I was dead.

I don't want to think.

I'm stuck here and I know it.

I don't want to see.

Make me close my eyes.

I want to live.

I wish I was dead.

Life's cold.

Every thing's inside.

I need to feel,

But turn my mind off.

The desperation begins.

From the start I see the end.

Not right, I'm not right, you're not right.

I've got to close my eyes.

I look in your eyes

And see its always this way.

Live the lie and take a dive

Just to make it die.

I want to live.

I wish I was dead.

I've just got to close my eyes.

I've got to close my eyes.

I've got to close my eyes.