Close My Eyes

My feet on the ground but I can't run

Drowning the noise inside my head

Who is this man that I've become

It's killing me to see myself

How do you learn how to forgive

When deep down inside you can't forget

With all that I regret

And I pray for the first time in a long time

The lies fade away

Finally I'm waking up

I feel like I can let you go

Say everything I wanted to say

I'm ok with being alone

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

I'm alive

I never was sure but now I am

This was the choice I had to make

Maybe I'll never understand

Sometimes you've got to make mistakes

Finally I'm waking up

I feel like I can let you go

Say everything I wanted to say

IM ok with being alone

Finally I face it off

I feel like I can let it show

I know I can walk away

I'm ok with being alone

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

How do you know where to go when you go away

When I close my eyes

How do you know When it's over

I see for the first time in a long time

Believe me when I say

Finally I'm waking up

I feel like I can let you go

Say everything I wanted to say

I'm ok with being alone

Finally I face it off

I feel like I can let it show

I know I can walk away

I'm ok with being alone

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

I'm alive