Cancer Of The Mind

Cancer of the mind

Every word they said

Just cannot be justified

Grinding down

Away at my faith

Do I have the will to live?

A cold sign of the times

Is it wrong of me

To contemplate a homicide?

If God hates me

I'll hate him back

And take seven steps forward

Towards de-evolution

So the truth is what they wish to hide

In a world where people should be free

From my torment

The brick road that I see

Is not yellow, it's black

And full of misery

Yet I have no place else to go

'cos they'll spit back in my face

So as the path unwinds

My disgust for them

Permeates an endless sky

Like a storm that just gets worse

I challenge the darkness

And try to break free from this curse

So the truth is what they wish to hide

In a world where people should be free

And I guess it's true, in trust we die

In a whirlwind raging with deceit

I keep the demons inside my soul

I keep the murders, I can't let go

Of hatred for the people

That I thought I knew

Silence is the beast inside

The door that's closed in the back of my mind

The part of me that is ready to die

When their betrayal lines up with my eyes

When I feel incomplete

And my shadow will never retreat

Deep inside I died on a cross

For the faults of my own

That I cannot beat

They tortured my soul

I searched for some meaning in life

I stuck to the fight

All this has been in vain

And it's hard to start again

I step inside the eyes of time

The world, it turns

And churns another crime

Another empty year has passed

I have regrets, too much I wish to ask

And it eats at me like cancer of the mind