Speculum

There's so many people dying

You complain about your situation

What about me?

Half the world wouldn't know

What it's like to lose your seed

Maybe you can understand

(How I feel)

I cannot reach that soul

You're probably watching over us

Know that I think of you

It's killing me

The guilt has lasted years, still cry

It was all planned out

Why was I last to know?

Don't you trust in me?

The table's cold, it's too late

To make up for these mistakes

Maybe you can't understand

(How I feel)

I cannot reach that soul

You're probably watching over us

Know that I think of you

It's killing me

(How I feel)

If I would have known

I can't say what I would have done

If you could forgive

I'd like to rest with you someday

(How I feel)

I cannot reach that soul

You're probably watching over us

Know that I think of you

It's killing me

(How I feel)

If I would have known

I can't say what I would have done

If you could forgive

I'd like to rest with you someday