Refusing Consciousness

Its so hard to watch you struggle

Even harder when i have to see you stumble

Short tempers harsh words that humble

Watching the world

Watching the world

Around me crumble

I wont fight back

Cant give in

Wont stay here forever like this

All the world read my senses

Again

Like a brother

Like a sister

Something like family

I was alone

But you save me

Insecurities race through my heart

New situation realizing my part

The mean has changed like seasons

Were fighting our own addictions

Patience brings heart aches

Anger flies still we try

I wont fight back

Cant give in

Wont stay here forever like this

Refusing consciousness

To drown in to cope with

Innebriate to find when waking

That nothing has been changed

Take one more drink

You cant live without

Take one more drink

Take one more drink

Or drown without it

Take one more drink

So hard to talk about it

I know that you lie about it

Stand there and watch you sing without it

Lose your sleep at night

I still dream about it

I wont fight back

Cant give in

Wont stay here forever like this

Refusing consciousness

To drown in

To cope with

Innebriate

To find out nothing has changed