Reminiscing

Let's rewind life for a second

Let's take these niggas back to '98

Mama in the kitchen, cookin' up her favorite cake

Daddy gone, never home, he say he outta state

Five times I only seen that nigga to this day

And I was blind as a youngun but I learned better

Five kids, visitation, game, never

But ain't trippin', mama did your dirty work?

23 and got a crib that's seven figures worth

Even as a youngun I had bigger dreams

Made another way instead of triple beams

17 all about that green cream

Break that 9 to 5, I quitted in about a week

That's true story, it was overrated

They don't crack those middle fingers cause they under pay me

Back on the block, not a single dollar

I told her mom that hottest nigga had a brother

They laughed at me, they clown me

They hatin' shit, don't want that bitch around me

So I joined the label, dollars and deals

I stayed around the corner from minors who deal

Stacking that money, switching them whips

Motivated by the dope boy ain't gettin' chips

My vision changed, the struggle came

I see my mama cryin', I can feel her pain

The pills are so behind we can't afford a thing

We can't afford a thing

Couple months I met with DJ Khaled

Saw my killing, got a hundred thousand dollars pimp

Call my mother crying like we outta here

Hard times, kiss my ass

Flew the Louie, pressing thousands in the duffle bag

That was 074, back to 20 12

Paid a set, I get one hitin' thirty well

Not sugar coating shit, you niggas fairytale

They free my niggas locked behind them prison cells

I'm one of just a few who send my niggas mail

Hearing a lot of talk 'bout what you niggas do

I'm everywhere, you never there, I'm like a prostitute

Brought my money, let that pistol bust ya testicles

Speaking on my fam you get the medic room

A couple top tens, bitch I'm livin' good

Penthouse in Miami and that record do it

Make them bitches suck it till they catch the fluid

I just lost my daughter but I'm prayin' through it

Starvation, starvation

Livin' every day like I'm on vacation

Underrated, they say I is

And I'm a give 'em hell oh them satan fears

Starvation, Starvation

Like looking in the eyes of a poor baby

Poor baby, they scared now

Did it for you non-believers case you wonder why

Amen

Love