My Life

My life, my life

Makes me wanna run away

But there's no place to go, no place to go

All the confusion, it's an illusion

Like a movie, got nowhere to go

Nowhere to run and hide,

No matter how hard I try

Yeah, '03 I went from quite filthy to filthy rich

Man their emotions change so I can never trust a bitch

I tried to help niggas get on, they turned around and spit

Right in my face, so Game and Buck, both can suck a dick

Now when you hear 'em it may sound like it's some other shit

Cause I'm not writing anymore, they not making hits

I'm far from perfect, there's so many lessons I done learned

If money's evil look at all the evil I done earned

I'm doing what I'm supposed to

I'm a writer, I'm a fighter, entrepreneur

Fresh out the sewer, watch me maneuver, what's it to you?

The track I lace it, it's better than basic

This is my recovery, my comeback kid

My life, my life

Makes me wanna run away

But there's no place to go, no place to go

All the confusion,

It's an illusion

Like a movie, got nowhere to go

Nowhere to run and hide,

No matter how hard I try

While you were sipping your own kool-aid getting your buzz heavy

I was in the fucking shed sharpenin' my machete

Sipping on some of that revenge juice, getting my taste buds ready

To whoop down this spaghetti, or should I say this spa-get-even?

I think you fucking meatballs keep on just forgetting

Thought he was finished, motherfucker, it's only the beginning

He's buggin' again, he's straight thuggin', fuck who he's offending

He'll rip your vocal chords out and have them bitches plugged in the

Motherfucking wall with 3000 volts of electricity

Now take the other end of 'em then plug them, motherfuckers in each

One of your eye sockets cause I thought you might finally fucking see

That'll teach you to go voicing your cocksuckin' opinion to me

I done put my blood, my sweat and my tears in this shit

Fuck letting up, you're gonna end up regretting you ever betted against me

Feels like I'mma snap any minute, yeah, it's happening again

I'm thinking about the same

Motherfuck everybody that's up in this bitch, but 50!

Cause this is all I know, this is why so hard I go

I swear to God I put my heart and soul into this more than anybody knows

I'm trapped, so all I do is rap, but every time I rap I'm more trapped

And I rap myself right into this bubble, oh oh, I guess it's bubble wrap

It's like a vicious cycle, my life's in a crisis

Christ, how was I supposed to know shit would turn out like it did?

Feels like I'm going psycho again

And I might just blow my lid

Shit, I almost wish that I would have never made Recovery, kid

Cause I'm running in circles with

My life, my life

Makes me wanna run away

But there's no place to go, no place to go

All the confusion,

It's an illusion

Like a movie, got nowhere to go

Nowhere to run and hide,

No matter how hard I try

I haven't been this fucking confused since I was a kid

Sold like 40 million records, people forgot what I did

Maybe this is for me, maybe

Maybe I'm supposed to go crazy

Maybe I'll do it 3 AM in the morning like Shady (hah)

Psycho killer, Michael Myers, I'm on fire like a lighter

Tryna say this ain't classic, get your ass kicked

Mad quick, wrap your head up in plastic

Pussy, now pick the casket, dirt nap with the maggots

It's tragic, it's sad it's

Never gonna end, now we number one again

With that frown on your face, and your heart full of hate

Accept it, respect it

This a gift God given like the air in the lungs

Of every fucking thing livin'

My life, my life

Makes me wanna run away

But there's no place to go, no place to go

All the confusion,

It's an illusion

Like a movie, got nowhere to go

Nowhere to run and hide,

No matter how hard I try