Sicker Things

Backwards leaving

Daily beating

Stupid reasons

Useless feelings

I wasn't that surprised

It's always part of my

Awkward attempts to speak up

I remain unknown

I'm bleeding where I bled

I'm hiding where I hid

I'm entertaining sicker things

And everybody said

I'm burning out instead

The softer side of a better boy

Feel castrated

Complicated

Feelings leading

Am I mistreated

I wasn't that prepared

I wasn't that aware

Just wanted to disappear

I remain unknown

I'm bleeding where I bled

I'm hiding where I hid

I'm entertaining sicker things

And everybody said

I'm burning out instead

The softer side of a better boy

Come around

Coming down give it a frown

To the sound when I hit ground

I can't believe that I see that you see when I know that I don't give a fuck about it anyway

Stay awake

Feeling cold and tired

Resignation

Life's frustration

I should have thought ahead

And I remain unknown

I'm bleeding where I bled

I'm hiding where I hid

I'm entertaining sicker things

And everybody said

I'm burning out instead

The softer side of a better boy

I'm sicker than I thought

I'm fighting what I fought

I'm right back where I started from

Backwards leaving

Gamely beating