Take Me Or Leave

My life had always been a game

I never learned how to play

Hid from me every day

Because I’ve see some horrible things

And thanks to memory I doubt they ever leave

And all my friends are like chameleons

They’re into shape shifting and I don’t trust anything

I blame the jealousy, the insecurity

But that is such a waste as up today all that shit changes

I don’t care any more

If it’s okay with you

I’ll be the judge of me and you can just peace

And I don’t care any more

I watched some porno girl

I’ll take a pill or two if I wanna chill

I’m gonna pour another vodka drink

And I don’t care what you think

Everyone’s on something

And can you find mister Popular

But crack him open girl and you’ll find something wrong

If I could cure insecurity

How fucking rich would be?

I’d sell it all to you and then you’d leave

But I don’t care any more

If it’s okay with you

I’ll be the judge of me and you can just peace

And I don’t care any more

I watched some porno girl

I’ll take a pill or two if I wanna chill

Sometimes I feel as if

My walls are closing in

Maybe I’m just paranoid

Or am I focused in

I don’t care any more

If it’s okay with you

I’ll be the judge of me and you can just peace

I don’t care any more

Until you’re oblivious.

Congratulations they lost me