Lovesick

Every time I look at you I want to kill, want to kill

Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel

Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times

And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why

Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change

My heart isn't cold now

Its not what it seems because

You say to me my heart feels far away

I'm lovesick now

Every time you look at me I want to die, want to die

Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel

Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times

And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why

Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change

My heart isn't cold now

Its not what it seems because

You say to me my heart feels far away

Now day by day

I start to realize nothing's gonna change

So I became

It doesn't really matter anyway

Its not what it seems to me

because

You say to me my heart feels far away

I'm lovesick now