About My Summer

I took a walk in the park the bluest blue in the sky

Until my legs gave out I sat on a bridge and died

And when they covered my eyes, there wasn't a soul to save

And then they started to laugh, it had to be done again

I know it's the price I pay

You can't feel a heat that's 200 miles away

I'm alone, it was my choice to stay

And stare in an empty mirror at yesterday

I went into a void, you were the void, a maze

If I could keep to myself it keeps me alive untouched

I wear a permanent frown, nervous about my fate

If it's a million to one, I can't hold you down that way

And I know it's the price I pay

You can't feel a heat that's 200 miles away

I'm alone, it was my choice to stay

Here an abandoned minefield that you made