Estranged

Diving in the lake of thousand faces

Every sign seems a delusion

And fills me with doubt

I shouldn't look for certainty

Among these disorderly impressions

But still I do...

Being estranged

Slowly I loose the grip on the reality

Time shall shatter what we have built up

Being estranged

From the reliable

Don't even recognize the warmth

You always fulfilled me with

Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me

Enter my deepest inner self

Imprison the pain

Besieging in vain

It feels like I'm in the middle of a movie

Gazing at the script

It shows me new insights

Delighted by the bygone sufferings

But already waiting for the next ones

I bend forward and look between the ripples of the lake

It's the leading character...

Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me

Wherever you are

Deceitful memories mingled with reality

I hold myself to the timeless spell

Fascinated by never knowing if it really happened